Contemplating....

I've been contemplating on some very deep thoughts. Why, oh why, does it seem as if all the twists, turns and curve balls come at us in a volley hitting us one ball after another after another??
Are we psychologically responsible...is it that the "thing we fear has come upon us"...can we change what comes our way???
And if we have no control over certain things, how do we not feel like we're "picked on" by God?? I'm contemplating and if any of my Blogger friends have a good answer to my queries, by all means voice it.
So for now, I'm going to watch a movie to distract me from the cycle of these thoughts :P